There was a moment in my life when I would have told you that I loved writing. I was most certainly gasslightning myself. That said, I've practiced writing a lot (for a STEM major, at least), and am interested in improving. I think that scientists being able to clearly explain what they are doing to general audiences is more important that ever in a digital, increasingly itellectually-mistrustful culture.
I have never written using ChatGPT except for one lab report in undergrad where the professor asked us to compare our original work with something a much earlier version of the LLM came up with (mine was better, if I do say so myself). I do, however, always run my writing through AI detectors, whether out of paranoia or curiosity I could not tell you. A LOT of the time it comes back as "likely AI written" in part. I am certainly hoping that with some practice, I will become more creative and stop being accused of being a robot!